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Physical |
Eighteen months ago I truly believed I had tuned into
exactly what my physical requirements were to grow strong, increase balance,
lean out and reach peak conditioning.
One year ago I hit a weight loss plateau. My weight had leveled; I was 18kg/39.6lb over
goal weight. I was not overly concerned
because I was in the best physical, mental, spiritual, financial and emotional
conditioning of my 10 year self improvement journey. I assumed weight training and muscle mass was
tweaking the scales.
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mental |
The first warning sign of storms on the horizon was when
regular yo-yoing began; up 1kg/2.2lb one week and down .5kg/1.1lb the
next. It would take me 14 days to drop
the weight I gained in one week. The
Yo-yoing did not escape my attention; I focused on my food intake, regulated my
fat, protein and carbohydrate percentages and made adjustments to my fitness
regiment which resulted in a temporary stop in the fluctuating scale but did
not produce another weight loss sequence.
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spiritual |
In my mind, every week I gained weight was another mislaid
week in my journey to ideal weight and I began to feel frustrated and
confused. I had transformed from 162kg/356.5lb
to 97kg/213lb without drugs, doctors, or diets the only thing I did was focus
on moving and refrained from over indulging in the foods and behavior that
cause weight gain.
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Emtional |
My personal performance system worked for me; I was
improving in all five areas of life; physically, emotionally, mentally,
financially and spiritually and ready to sharing my program with others. Then I
hit the wall. I was going in the wrong direction each month was either a push or
worse a gain and no matter how much I tried to adjust my behavior I was not
being rewarded for my effort. Each
failed attempt to get back on track felt like a gut shot and failure to regain
control began to weigh heavily on my mind and emotions.
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financial |
I frequently make reference to five areas in life;
emotional, physical, mental, spiritual and financial. I believe they dovetail and when one is out
of balance it has a domino effect on the others. When my emotions are dominating my decisions,
I am not being as rational as I could be and when I am being over rational I am
lacking in faith. Focusing on finances
often times leads to neglecting my relationships as poor health effects every
aspect of life.
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spiritual |
I weighed in last week and I am up 23kg/50.6lb over the last
year; 17kg/37.4lb in the last 6 months.
I had a glitch in my system 12 months ago which correlates with my
decision to expand my business and personal endeavors to another
continent. The dynamics of change has
had a broad spectrum affect in all areas of my life.
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physical |
Stress releases a chemical called cortisone which is a
proven natural steroid that causes weight gain, combine this with travel
infringing on my quality time in the gym and I my laps in controlling my
unhealthy behavior, I have gone adrift and no matter how hard I try to get back
on course I feel like I am in a boat missing a paddle; rowing in circles.
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Emotional |
I know I am stressed and have been for quite some time. I believe it is only human to have fear of
the unknown. I have done my best to rely
on faith and pragmatism to lead my way through this time of change. I am
surprised and disappointed by the dramatic weight gain over the last 6 months because
I have been actively working to control my weight for more than 10 yrs and I
trusted that my program was proven and effective enough to get me through
whatever life put in front of me.
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financial |
My focus is on completing my intercontinental expansion and
fear is effecting my emotions which are having a negative effect on my physical
and spiritual well being and at times have had me feeling lost, dazed and
confused. The good news is I am spiritually sound, financially healed and
mentally stable.
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the total package mental,physical,emotional,finacial,spiritual |
Moving in faith and
trust should lead me to salvation and back to ideal fitness, health and
wellbeing.
Go have some fun,
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